and up, and down, and up, and down...
i thought things were going to be ok. however, it just didn't turn out that way. i asked him to leave this morning - to find another place to stay for awhile where he can get his life straightened out. i tried to do everything i could for him, supported him in every way i could, but it just wasn't working because he wasn't trying to help himself. so, i don't know what the future holds, but that is where we are right now.
things are hard, for sure, but somehow we'll get through this. i'm just going to take it day by day and do the best i can for me and the kids. i'm so exhausted of carrying everything on my shoulders, i just couldn't do it anymore.
i have no idea what i'm going to do.
posted by tears fall like rain @ 12:34 PM
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Oh Terri...dear Terri...you are so strong and courageous..and because of those things you will get through this. But how I wish I could help lessen your heavy load. As always I'm thinking so much about you, and sending big hugs, and wishes for even more strength. I give you 100% support in this decision. I'm sure wondering and hoping, only to be let down again and again has made this whole thing even more hard to deal with. As hard as this point was to come to, have confidence that you made the decision that you know in your heart you needed to make. Chel and Ben are so fortunate to have such an amazing, strong mom. Oh Terri, I wish I could help you..or at least hug you. Much love to you.
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