it's rainy, i'm sleepy...

yaaawn....why oh why must i be so sleepy? i hate when i'm at my desk at work and my eyelids and i are fighting over whether they should close or stay open. i just wanna put my head down on the desk and snooze just for 20 minutes. wouldn't it be grand???

i'm tired of feeling blah. about two weeks after moving in, i felt so much better to have it behind me. with each day, i felt a little better and even started smiling and dancing again. now, for some reason, i just feel blah. i'm kinda sad. i guess part is pms...and thankfully flo just came so that should get better. the other part is the issues with my hubby. i wish i could talk to him, but it seems to get us nowhere. instead of feeling angry right now, i just feel defeated. we have the same old issues. i just don't know how much longer i can deal with it.

i'm tired...wanna close my eyes...wanna drift away...